Eowyne

When Im going to and from work I usally read. It makes time fly and is also one of the few moments where I can actually relax enough to just read.
Since I mostly carry paperbacks I have a leathercover for them so they wont be destroyed while bouncing around in my bag. Its a black leathercover that makes even the most suspicious book look somber and dignified..

Anyway... Here is what happend yesterday on my way home from work.

I was sitting by the window and there was a woman sitting next to me with plenty of bags so I think it was a little light weekend travel on her part. Just as the tram was heading in from Mölndal to Göteborg she pushed me a little to make me notice the guy on the other side of her.
He was looking at me as if he was expecting an answer and when I just looked pussled he said "Is that the bible you are reading?"
Since my experience with people asking such things are they never shut up I just said "No. Its not" and went back to reading.
He was quiet maybe a minute and then... "What book is it???"
I couldnt be bothered so I just kept reading.
Some more silence and then a loud statement to the rest of the passengers "Aha! Its the book of the devil. The book of Lucifer!!!!"

At this point I couldnt help myself so I started smiling. Oh dear god I would have liked to say "It is a novel, a fiction. It has murder in it... Some love... jealousy and human interaction. Just a fiction... Pretty much like the bible!"  But I didnt.
I was nice! I controlled my need to laugh at him ;)

When I smirked he just stood up and got off the tram.

I wonder what it is with people with strong religious views. The need they feel to force their conviction upon others?
Religion in the hands of a fanatic is a scary thing.

Ah well... There is little thats more satisfying than seing someone like that make a fool out of himself when he tries to put someone else down. =)



On a more important note! I am waiting to see if I get my days off at christmas... If I do. I'll go see my dads christmas and then its Romania at new years :D :D :D
Cant wait!!!!

Trying to focus on cleaning now. Its a must.

When you feel you have to use a map and a compass to find your way across your home, then its time to pull upp your sleeves and start clearing. A raid on my home if u will.

So what am I doing in front of the pc bloging?

I really do hate cleaning (Im not alone there so its no big deal), but most of all the problem is I want to talk to You. I know You arent online, but well, I feel closer here... 

Time to admit it! Stand up in front of a jury of my peers and say the words. "I am in love!"
I most certainly didnt plan this. As most good things in life it just happend. I couldnt fight it even if I wanted, because.. (and this is perhaps presumptuous of me?)... he loves me right back!

Do you have any idea how rare this is?
Im slowly adapting. Deciding on trust and to believe. To let You close.
I will let someone close enough to have the power to shatter me.

I am a little crazy now. I know. But.. I suddenly have a shot at being very happy with someone... instead of being content all by myself. I know what Im choosing.

No doubt about it!

I choose You!!